So I’ve been watching the news today and the big story is the Virginia Tech shootings.
So far all the talking heads have had to say is
1) 33 dead counting the gunman. Over 15 wounded.
2) The shootings took place at two different places 2 hours apart.
3) The shooter was armed with 2 hand guns, 9mm and .22 and had a Bullet Proof Vest.
Those have been the only solid facts released that I have seen. There has been some conjecture and of course the expectant media circus revolving around the usual
“How could this happen?” “Why didn’t the authorities stop this?” “Oh, god how could anyone do this?” “Our prayers are with the victims.” etc. Followed by the usual… “Guns are bad, they should be banned!!!” “If only the students were allowed to be armed he could’ve been stopped!!!!” “Video games caused this to happen!!!” … wait what? video games? seriously? you want to harp about video games being the cause when no one even knows who the shooter is or if he played them? Alright I suppose….
Now that I’ve briefly synopsisified the story, I’m gonna voice my own opinions. These shootings don’t even phase me anymore. To be honest I’m surprised we haven’t had a set of shootings more recently than this one. Our society creates these events through a combination of pack mentality, shunning outsiders and a poor attitude towards mental health issues. Judging from the media reports on the victims it would appear to be conjectured that victims 1 and 2 were an ex girlfriend and the RA(who is an authority figure) . The next victim was a professor and then the students. It sounds like someone who was under a ton of pressure, who didn’t have any real social outlets or a good social support base of friends and who was probably already showing cracks. The shooter probably showed signs of the end well before this but our society seems focused on not noticing and/or not caring till it’s too late. I mean hell I’ve personally had it in my head that I’d like to maim/kill/destroy several people in life. I never have through a combination of me valuing my own life and freedom over the satisfaction harming the object of my irritation would bring and a good group of people I call friends I can bitch to. I’ve always been a social outsider and I’ve never felt particularly comfortable with the banality of most social interaction. I just think differently than most of the people I meet in life and I don’t often share the same interests as others. I’m social enough but now I’m veering from the point. I understand where most of these shooters are coming from. They’re not evil, they’re desperate, they’re pissed, they’re sick of it all and they’re done being pushed. Then they lash out like an injured animal. If my life were slightly less charmed I could see how I might have turned out that way so I get it.
All that being said…
GROW A FUCKING PAIR OF BALLS AND DON’T KILL THE FUCKING BYSTANDERS, YOU TWATS! BETTER YET DON’T KILL ANYONE OTHER THAN YOURSELF.
I suppose if there is a specific MALICIOUS being who torments you then he’s made himself a target, but even if people were thoughtless and ignored you it wasn’t malicious so leave them the hell alone.
Video games didn’t cause this, gun control laws didn’t prevent this(as it seems he had guns without serial numbers) so all of the talking heads can just shut the hell up. The media never just shuts up… they keep talking over and over the same shit over and over again. The media also only cares about magnitude. If this guy had only killed the first two people this would never had made the national news. I mean hell I’ve got a far sicker and far more gutwrenching crime for the media. A 3 year old has been badly burned by acid and will require multiple surgeries over the next several months. How did it happen? Someone broke into a schools maintenance shed and splashed bleach and chemicas all over the schools playground. These people are far more disturbed than the man who shot 33 people ever could be. But this is just local news. Fuck… that’s just cruel.
So I’ll finish this ranting up by saying a few last things. I don’t feel any emotional response to these shootings though I can imagine several people are suffering great emotional pain right now. I just don’t seem to respond to these things. Maybe I’m a sociopath but I also don’t believe the shows of sympathy the media display about these events. Every time I hear the phrase ” Our/My prayers are with you” I want to punch the people saying it in the face cause it’s the most useless thing in the world(this could be the fact that I consider praying to be begging but meh…) though I do understand the sentiment is a good one at heart. I do think gun control laws are wrong in their approach and that rather than banning guns we should be training people in their use and care and should be requiring training for them just as we do with cars. That said I don’t think there should be any restrictions on what you can own as long as you are properly trained to use the item and get the right licenses. If you do commit a violent crime with a weapon then obviously you’ve forfeited your right to have one but that goes without saying. And that’s all I have to say at the moment on the subject. Course I’m writing this stream of consciousness so I may have to do some editing when I reread the post but this is it for now.
I’ll put up a post about my weekend Phily trip tomorrow but this was just on my mind tonight.
edit: Ok I just got a campus wide email talking about how the President of Hopkins is horrified just like the rest of us and how we will never forget our own local losses. This shit is obnoxious. In 3 or 4 years no one who was connected to these people will be at VTech or in the local sense at Hopkins. Most of us didn’t know these people and our horror is academic at best. Unless you are currently sobbing in empathy for these people(unlikely since with all the various horrors in the world you’d never stop crying) you’re probably not going to care about this beyond the history of the event much past next month. Well that presumes not being directly connected to the people involved or being involved then you’ll certainly have a higher level of caring… but this sappy dishonesty gets to me. It really really bugs me cause it makes others pain less. We don’t share it and to claim we do lessens it for those who are feeling it. It’s especially pathetic to try and liken one groups losses to your own. Just aoeuaoaetnhtntnaueonssssssssshteauns …. fucking words fail me.